The Lonileness that nobody notices

Come and see I swear by now I’m playing time I against my troubles I’m coming slow but speeding Do you wish a dance and while i’m In the front The play on time is won But the difficulty is coming here I will go in this way And find my own way out I wont tell you to stay But I’m coming to much more Me All at once the ghosts come back Reeling in you now What if they came down crushing Remember when I used to play for All of the loneliness that nobody Notices now I’m begging slow I’m coming here Only waiting I wanted to stay I wanted to play I wanted to love you I’m only this far And only tomorrow leads my way I’m coming waltzing back and moving into your head Please, I wouldnt pass this by I would take any more than What sort of man goes by I will bring water Why wont you ever be glad It melts into wonderI came in praying for you Why wont you run In the rain and play Let the tears splash all over you

These details have all been erased by youth...the details that are supposed to make a person feel special.



NEW LEAF

14

Estupidos al fin, siempre tendremos a nuestro favor la ignorancia. Como invertimos en destruirnos la energia, el tiempo y los recursos que podriamos emplear en lograr ser felices, no tenemos que rompernos la cabeza tratando de decidir que hacer con tanta plenitud.

Me encuentro pensando ...como hubiera sido si....y es que hubiera sido ? o es? Aveces no encontramos la explicacion y es ahi cuando se hace mas dificil de entender y de aceptar y se convierte en una cicatriz.

Y es que cuando pierdes , tu vida nunca sera igual .

y ahi esta el reto... de aceptar el cambio tal cual como venga y simplemente "make the best out of it ".

Errar es humano..pero echarle la culpa a otro, es mas humano!

La Esclavitud no se abolio, se cambio a 8 horas diarias

levantarse...8am trabajo entre otras cosas en tu mente empieza el dia y tu cabeza empieza trabajar, el olor de cafe llega a tu nariz y BOOM tengo hambre ...desayunar...si no comes no piensas bien! y luego llenar todas las expectativas que tienen otros de ti en el dia...no solo en el ambiente de trabajo, sino hablo tambien de la familia y amigos. Luego en mi caso estudiar llenar las expectativas de mis profesores y terminar mi proyecto sueno de ser Arquitecta...Pero me llama tanta la atencion la presion que uno lleva...y sera que asi es la vida a struggle ? hay tantas cosas mas que uno quisiera hacer y se ven imposibles de conseguir but at the end when u see the results that u get it makes you so happy! and thats the key to not feel the "pressure" bein happy that at least u got a chance at actually doin something with your life...pero entonces while your busy makin somethin out of your life you forget the basic and moral things that make life meaningful. Somos esclavos ? yo pienso que si de nuestros suenos... esclavos determinados a terminar su labor para asi despues disfrutar de nuestros frutos. 8horas de esclavitud para vivir una vida a su plenitud? is it a good bargain ?

so get mellow and enjoy the ride! its a long one ....

Time...waiting...wasted

You always find a way to keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting

And if I chose to walk away would you be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep me right here waiting???

NO

So much precious time wasted on something that will never be, will never change the way someone can make you feel so worthless! Why Am I waiting ? WHAT am I waiting for, cause what you see is what you get an thats that. Am I stupid ? no...manipulated it to thnkin that...yes

I have given up so many things and for what?
Its no way out...my complaints! but what the fuck am i waiting for?
I have to take lead in this situatin and just handle it with the same importance that it is handled with me..0.... and tired and awake...

...seekin for my happyness...thats all.
I end up spend more time with my dog LOLA

SIMPLESMENTE

Every moment I'm near you I try to understand Every second I try to believe In how I am In the silence of moonlight I find myself and you Just as always I'm dreaming I know you're dreaming too And all the tears that I've cried Are maybe drops of rain After all And every sunset sky Is here with us forever now

When I sing I remember Of everything that's good Just being through a lot I know what is pain I never want to hide Maybe I can even regretJust because then I thought That people can be Much more than a simple being

Don't have to try too hard It's not a secret held after all' Cause every falling star Is here with us (forever)

I never want to lose Maybe I'll even think about wishing Just because then I thought That people can be Much more than a simple being